When I was 21 I was told that I had poly cystic ovaries, at the time I did not understand what that meant, now I know only too well. In the past 8 years I have had 5 surgeries to "clean everything up" and multiple Dr visits. Recently I have had ALOT of pains and discomforts, so back to the Dr I went. I finally got in for my ultrasound yesterday and found out more than I had expected. I was told that my ovaries are shot and are full of cyst, so that could only mean one thing to me, surgery again... After telling me that my ovaries are bad he began to tell me that my uterus doesn't look so good either. I have uterine tissue growing out side of the uterine wall, to say the least it could be very dangerous. At the end off hearing all of this I was told that my ovaries and my uterus needs to come out and asap.
I know that I was not planning on having anymore babies, but just the thought that it is not even a possibility anymore really hurts. God has blessed me and my family with beautiful babies, two babies that I was not supposed to be able to have do to all my other problems. I am so thankful for that but, I guess I am just being a little selfish, I don't want someone to take what makes you so much different from men...
I am trying to look on the bright side and think that there will be no more pain no more pain meds, I can finally really enjoy my kids. I am also so thankful that God gave me my children when he did, he his the only one that knew my future and thankfully he gave me a chance to be a Mommy early.
Please pray for me and Josh as we journey down this road, I know I am still going to shed more tears and there will be a little more pain, but I know God will take care of me.
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We will be praying for you all!
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