Back to the DR...

Tomorrow I will be heading back to the doctors office. I have been in alot of pain lately and nothing seems to work and there is only so much you can take with kids. It is still 4 weeks or so till my surgery and I was told that the pain won't get any better, only worse. Well, I can't go through this for another 4 weeks, I can handle alot of pain, but I can't handle this getting any worse... I know, I sound like I am complaining, but I really am tired of hurting (I guess I am complaining). The nurse I talked to today said that it is a possibility that he can do surgery earlier and on a different day other than on his surgical day (Wednesday). I told her that I am not doing this to move up my date, I just want to do something that is going to help in the next 4 weeks. Hopefully he will have more answers for me tomorrow, I even told Josh that if this gets to much worse we will just go to the ER and they will definitely do something there... I will keep you up dated. Thanks for listening to me ramble and complain, my kids have no idea what I am talking about when I tell them, "Mommy doesn't feel good"...